Tuesday, July 20, 2010

dup..dap..dup..dap

esok nk keje dah..huhuhu...rase debar semacam je..msti awkward gile aku esok..huhu..ye la 1st impression tu kan penting..tapi kan slalunye aku msti fail bg 1st impression yg baik..huhu...as always..aku msti stiff..harap de lg la bdk baru..so aku de la geng..hhehehe..

sbb ari ni ari last aku nk enjoy sbgai penganggur..aku da plan aktiviti ari ni..hehhe

mcm biase

- download citer..
- tgk drama house..
- n tgk tv..

isk..da lame aku x tgk tv..huhuu..bkn ape..slalunye..msti xde citer best..tiap kali tgk tv..endingnye mesti aku tido..hehehe..so mission aku ari ni..nk tgk tv tnpa tertido..hehhehe..


wish me luck k..


*mcm da xde keje kan aku ni? mmg xde pon..hehehe

Friday, July 16, 2010

Aku kembali lagi!

Setelah berminggu tak mengupdatekan blog...aku kembali..tanpa cerita..ehehheh..ada cerita tapi..biasa saja...hehheehhehe..

korang xrase pelik ke bile taipp bahasa malaysia baku?? pelik lak aku rase..
switch mode: normal..


ok..saje nk share story yg aku da dpt ofer keje lg..lps seminggu jd penganggur semula..ari rabu lepas aku dpr offer keje kat cma-cgm malaysia sdn. bhd. mcm biase..sebuah company logistic tp yg international..hehhehe..slalu tu company local je..

to be honest..i'm kinda excited but mostly nervous..ye la..selalunye..mne2 company yg aku g..mesti ade geng yang aku knl..ni..mmg aku sorg je..isk..mcm nk menangis pon ade..harap x menangis btol2 la nnt...hhehehhe..n harapnye aku x cabot la macam selalu..

hehhehe..
drpd past record..sume company yg aku keje..paling lame yg aku tahan..seminggu..paling sekejap? of course la 1 hari..hehhehe..yang ni kalo blh aku..nk bertahan 1 bulan paling koman..tp harapnye..kekal la eh..hehehhe..malu weh..makcik2 sume tau aku da keje...tp lps seminggu..balik umah mak balik..hehhehe..biase la..aku kan anak emak..kadang anak ayah..depends sape back up yang paling besar at that time..hhehehe

hmm..ni aku da rancang..ckup sebulan keje..aku nk tuntut astro kat makcik aku...hhehehe..die ckp kalo aku keje n duduk ngan die baru die pasang astro..yess..ini lah mase utk aku tuntut..hehhehe..ujung thn lak..tuntut sponsor holiday dari opah aku..sape lg..hajah sabedah orang kaya..hartawan ternama batu melintang..hehhee..kaya apa?..kaya cucu..hehehhe..

jap lg nk g amek offer letter kat jln bangsar..kalo pkai jeans blh x? blh la kan..bkn nye aku da stat keje..g pon nk amek surat je..hehehe




p/s: aku btol2 nervous nk msk keje ari isnin ni..isk..tp excited gak..nk g keje nek lrt ni..hehhehe..tercapai gak cita2 aku nk g keje nek lrt..erk..tu mmg cita2 aku..hhehehhe

Friday, July 2, 2010

Damn it..!!

aku rase x sabar sgt nk balik kg..rupenye..something bad will be happen..i got something and i have to lose another thing...Damn it..

i got job offered and i have to lose someone that i love named Jang..

i love u so much..till i think that i could not live without you..i love u so much as u're part of me..and now..u're going to leave me..
i just arrived yesterday and maybe tomorrow u'll leave me..shit!! why it has to be u???

i know it's painful for u to stay by my side..i know u're suffering all the time that i'm away..but can't u stay? why do u have to leave me?

i don't mind if i have no man in my life..it doesn't matter..but u? it's a big deal for me...

u lighten my life..u bring me joy n happiness..u're best buddy of mine..please don't leave me..

i know some time later..we will be apart and become history in our life but i just don't expect it to be now..time is ticking so fast..i never realize it..

but i'll let u go..yes..it's hard for me..but i'll let u go..if leave me could lessen the burden..i'll let u go..just let me treasure our memories..

and u..still a part of me that i'll remember in my whole life.. n just dont think that i could love other as i love u..

i love u forever..thanks for being such a good buddy..even u're not the only cat in my life but i'll remember u the most..

be strong..the pain is only for a while then u're free..



*damn it..!! i don't think i can sleep again tonight..